ME ;
CHRISTIEJANEPILLAY
17 years going on 18
07 MAY 89
GREEN
saint theresa's convent
one bernadette
two bernadette
three deirdre
four deirdre
ngee ann poly business studies
TB 05
st ANTHONY'S church
Lord's Vineyard
AMPLIFY
passion play 2006
st john vianney play
five golden rings play
wishings
i want those GORGEOUS set of colourpencils that have 120 colours, but is like $298.40. art friend.i want those pretty stamps me and AMAZING saw at taka.
i want that black ipod VIDEO!
i want that pretty zara knit top.
i want that striped mango top
i want that mondo striped purple shoe
i want a new handbag.
i want plenty of SKITTLES and M&M's!
i want a new pair of BIRKENSTOCKs.
i want abs like nicole schnerzinger or fergie.
i want to revamp my room.
i want that $599 casio 6 mega pixel camera.
i want to learn to play the drums, and xi yao and charles and jo and keith and william can teach me.
i want a new pair of HAVAINNAS. soon lah.
i want be able to take INTERNATIONAL ECONOMICS next year.
i want LOVE that lasts forever.
AND AMAZING GAVE HER THAT!
REMINISCING
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
June 2007
LOVES OF MY LIFE (:
adeline'
angelyn'
avlyn'
antaeus'
bernard'
claudine'
charles'
charm'
dara'
deon'
dora'
dinesh'
drey'
jasmine'
jeremy'
joscelyn'
beloved cousin'
karmila'
laurie'
larris'
lexine'
manda'
melissa'
nathalieROCKS'
nessa'
nini'
peiwen'
sean'
shabin'
sheryl'
shyla'
stephy'
suemaine'
vankelly'
yishan'
yolanda'
SPEAK UP.
mocking
* Friday, September 1
Let it roll of your back
And let it slip off your tongue
Before you lose your nerve
And end up right back where you started from.
Are you just waiting for the right time?
Are you holding off until you see a sign
To say something?
Or are you just bluffing?
I recognize the worry in your eyes,
Because I’ve been there a couple hundred times.
So take it from me,
speak up or you’ll wish you’d done differently.
Let it roll of your back
And let it slip off your tongue
Before you lose your nerve
And end up right back where you started from
Because when it’s over, then it’s done.
And, boy, to tell you the truth,
If you put your foot in your mouth,
You’d still be better off than kicking yourself.
It’s obvious that you’re conflicted.
To carry on or just to nix it?
Should you stay the course or just walk out that door?
If I were you, I would be on my way.
The rest of your life could start today.
If not now, then when?
If not now, when?
Let it roll of your back
And let it slip off your tongue
Before you lose your nerve
And end up right back where you started from
Because when it’s over, then it’s done.
And, boy, to tell you the truth,
If you put your foot in your mouth,
You’d still be better off than kicking yourself.
So tell me what you’ll say,
when you finally come face to face,
when there ain’t no turning back,
because this is your last chance.
Let’s hear it.
I’m through trying to hold onto this,
because you seem to be over it.
So kiss these almond eyes goodbye,
because this is the last time you’ll see them cry.
--goodbye almond eyes
isnt this song so ironic?
i dont know also.
nothing also cannot.
something also cannot.
what is going on anyway?
im feigning ignorance am i?
alrighty then.
so be it.
i also dont know what i should do.
i doubt she knows too.
HAHA.
right?
i cant help but laugh at this situation.
i think we're all assuming things
we arent supposed to.
then ladeedum,
things go wrong.
then ladeedum somemore,
and it becomes worse.
then silent treatment.
then the next day a sinple msg
and all is PRETENDED to be forgetten.
but bringing up the topic will just
make THINGS WORSE.
so we choose to shutthehellup.
then now its come to a stage where everyone
wants to voice their opinion.
then fight and quarrel again.
then msg and its alright again.
this is sure some SUPERLY WEIRD game
that we are playing here.
well,
i think playing along will just be the best idea.
any suggestions?
i welcome any.
if you even have some.
//bleah.
i want to runaway.
from it all.
its not a good idea to escape from my problems
but its the best idea i've got so far.
i guess.
i want to ignore you for 10 days.
i can if i want to.
i think i shall.
it'll be good.
i need time to relax
and BREATHE.
i havent been breathing enough lately.
10 days alright?
its because of me not you.
and no one else either.
not my amazing one too.
REALLY.
if you ignore her,
i'll ignore you longer.
you know i will.
it starts today,
or just until i have enough time to settle down properly.
and i hope you respect my decision.
you may not get to read this.
but my amazing one will update you.
be a dear and read it all out alright?
thanks dear.
(:
i miss LEXINE already.
i have loads to tell her.
(:
cant wait for the seventeen party.
right lex and nessa?
OUT.
11:03:00 pm